Back To Reality - Back To The DOG

What what?  It's been a loooooong time but yes, I'm out of my relationship and back to dating.  It seems foreign to me and honestly like nothing has changed.  Being in a relationship is tough and maybe I'm not cut out for it?  I'm hoping it's because I haven't met the right person but who knows?

I was the Breaker.  I broke what wasn't working.  I do not regret.....well, I regret that it took me so long but I do not regret what I did.  I found out a ton about myself and that I was not happy and heading down a path of no return.  So....I did something about it.  But I am so not looking forward to being single.  I like knowing that I have that person in my life....my partner.....my companion.  It's going to suck going to parties and events by myself but that's no reason to stay with someone that you don't feel strongly for.  So....I got out and am hopeful that this old gal is going to find someone new that is going to be THE ONE for me.

With this new update I rejoined some dating sites.  One I hadn't been on in like 5-6 yrs.  How was I welcomed back?  By a 66 yr old from MA who thought we had a lot in common and a 45 yr old who contacted me about 8 yrs ago when I was first on the site...and who has a brain injury.  So....Welcome Back.  Oh, how I've missed you.

I don't mind being alone.  I actually love it.  But I do want to meet someone and hopefully start a new relationship.  I remain hopeful that this old dog can still find her new trick....or some Chinese proverb that is equally non-sensible.  Cut me some slack.  It's been awhile since I've done this.  Welcome back, DOG....welcome back.

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